Respect!

It's funny when so many people demand respect but they never give it. I have seen so many people do this. They don't even think about what they are asking for. People nowadays just expect to get so many things without giving in return. They expect us to be nice, to be kind, to give them what they want but they never give us what they want in return. People have the misconception that everything should be free. People just assume that everything should be easy, that since we have all this technology, all this wealth, all these things that we should get everything free, that everything should be easy. This would is becoming darker and less hard working. 

I never say anything degrading to anyone unless if I really feel like I need to defend myself. I try to be nice to everyone, I try to give every person, every religion, every race respect. I try not to judge anyone unless if I am judged then someone's I will go ahead and say what I want to say. I wish the world would give everyone a break. i wish everyone would wake up and stop living in dreamland. I wish we would get our brains and our hearts and our common sense back and start trying again. It seems like nowadays hardly anyone tries their best to do anything. They just expect it to be easy and when it's not they end up giving up like that.

Life is not going to be handed to you on a silver platter sorry to say everyone. You will have to work and work hard if you want something good. Nothing truly good comes free, or easy, unless if someone is incredibly generous. You won't find many people that will just give you a thousand dollars just for asking for it. You have to stand up and be strong and stop hiding in the shadows, stop feeling sorry for yourselves, stop, just stop. 

We have a lack of morals and a lack of respect for each other and it is making everything fall apart. I'm sorry to say everyone but you have to work together. We have to find some way to be united. Even if it takes 10 or 100 years to do so we have to get out of this slump. We have to wake up otherwise we will never grow, never become better. We are always complaining about everything that is going on in this world but yet not many of us complainers ever try to really do anything. You have to work, you have to suffer, you have to be strong! Everyone has it in them but they don't realize most of the time. They just think that they are nothing. Everyone has the potential to be something big, but most people just never try. The easy way mostly never leads to true happiness. It's sort of like doing homework. It's hard sometimes but in the end it's worth it because you learned something in the end. 

You also have to start respecting yourselves more, not just other people. to the people that think they are nobody, that they are worthless, that is not true. Everyone is equal, you an be great too. You are not worthless. You have to respect yourself more, keep your head up to the sky no matter how hard it gets. Never give up, never back down, be good strong people like you can be. 

Don't let people treat you like mere objects, don't let people treat you like a statue. You have worth, and anyone can be beautiful if they truly wish to be. But be careful how you use that beauty of yours because a lot of people will try and take advantage of you physical appearance to their own gain. Never let anyone use you. You are better than that, you are worth just as much as anyone else. 

I just felt like I should get this out. And to those of you who have been physically taken advantage of by other people. don't be afraid to tell someone. You have to be strong. You have to show these people that you  are not someone that they can take advantage of. I have never been physically beaten or hurt but I have been mentally abused, not by family or anything just people around me. It is hard, but everyone has hidden strength.

I hope this helped at least a little.

Skitzo Weather!

The weather is acting a bit weird lately. It's so strange. I woke up today, expecting it to be all melted but the exact opposite happened. 

The weather was warm a couple of days ago and suddenly we have skitzo weather and 8 inches of snow today. Now that is just bizarre. I'll update this as the day goes along. :)

UPDATE:
I re-did my page design, changed my theme and colors. Hope you like it!

UPDATE:
I just wrote my post for tomorrow. Make sure to read it. It's a good one. I'm not going to spoil it. I was typing it for like 20 minutes.

I'm back

Hello everyone! I have returned. I know I'm back about 10 days earlier than I thought I'd be. 
You have probably been wondering where I have been and what I have been doing. 

Well almost a month back I got a reply to a gaming job that I wanted. It was a spot to be a GM in the game. I thought I could do it, but a few days before that my fan in my computer started acting up. I tried to do the job and ended up resigning from it instead. That was the original reason for me taking a break from xanga. The second one happened when the Olympics were on. I decided to take a break from xanga for the Olympics. Plus I just needed a few weeks away from xanga to think about stuff. 

I started going into the yahoo chat rooms a week ago. I am usually in Christian chat #1 or #3. I've also been spending time doing that. I go under the alias peppermint_magic. 

The Olympics were enjoyable. My favorite sport was figure skating. All my favorite people won their competitions. So many records were broken it was very cool. 

My family had been planning to actually go up to Canada when the games came there but we ran into financial problems a year or so back. Last time I went to Canada I was 9 years old. My grandma and Grandpa lived there. 

Valentines day was pretty normal. I just got chocolate, and cookies from my neighbors. We celebrated my brother's birthdays in Feburary. They're both older than me. They were within a week of each other. 2 years apart. 

Anyway so I guess that's all for now.