Selfish.
A post from the negative me.
I admit that i am very selfish, and there you have it.
I haven't been around very many people my whole life, I am used to doing things for myself, having people do things for me, but i have never been able to get used to doing things for other people and frankly i just don't want to. I would rather be left alone, I don't want to be pressured.
Even when i don't mean tot be selfish that is the way it turns out, i don't want to babysit, i don't care if their crying, i just want to be by myself, i my room, on my computer, playing my game with my online friends. I don't are what i happening i want no part in it at ALL!
Posative me:
But at the same time i do want to do things for others I am just scared, i don't know what to do or say, i don't know what to give the person, i don't now what they need, i feel so useless because i want to do things for people but cant, I'm so introverted and don't know how to come out of my shell.
I had this case o this game that i am playing where I joined a tribe and then left the tribe in the game just because i was curious about the other tribe that i was curious about, Anyway so they all hate me now and want to see me dead in the game, they spread rumors about me and stuff (they are stupid), they talk behind my back, etc. I never realized how selfish i was being until just 2 days ago when i left another tribe because of my best friend in the game, i realize i was at fault because i shouldn't just pay attention to 1 persons feelings, i should think about how it effects other people, and the tribe as well which isn't what I've been doing. Anyway so everyone in that tribe hates me now as well.
I know i really should stop this.
See where my predicament is? See my two sides?
