Ashes and Dust

Ashes and dust of my lingering spirit
fire within me you can now hear it.
These shadows of silence chasing me faster
binding my heart, a mighty spell caster.
Taking my breath , to an un heard of speed
sprouting this vicious and hell bound seed.
These firey ashes both blinding and burning.
my hearts freedom it's silently yearning.
I can hear the screams, the terrible sight.
i spread my wings, they're clipped when i take flight
burning and yearning for heavens great kiss. 
unsuccessfully reaching for heavens great bliss. 
those heavenly clouds I see but can't reach
to God I do so strongly beseech