Sunrise (poem)

I'm going to go ahead at take the weekend off so I can finish some stuff I'm writing. I will be back on Monday though! Here is a poem before I go. I will post the audio later.  I just want to focus on writing some stuff this weekend, I'm working on some pretty amazing posts but they are taking time and my brain can think of little else right now. It actually feels really nice to be focused on something as much as this. Can't wait until I can show you guys. :)

Edit: (May 23rd The Audio is finally up!)

 

The sun rise in my heart

miracle after the night

once a lonely porcelian doll

sitting on the shelf

kissed by the sweet sunlight

brought to life by love

eternal song in my heart

melody going on forever

something that can't be broken

eternal star shining forth

unbreakable bonds live on

life is like the tide

destiny is like the river

forever we float on the clouds

falling from the sky

love gives us wings

eternal breeze in my heart

living life day to day

happiness is like the rising sun

 

Oh Crimson Rose (poem)

I wrote this one when I was 15 or 16 years old for a church talent show. Hope you like it!

EDIT: The audio for yesterday's poem is up! :)

 

Oh Crimson Rose ,ye love of gold
What great power doth ye behold
For great is thy mercy thy core of love
it flows so sweetly like a dove

Love doth triumph over hate
and those who are under it’s great fate
Ye river of love flow through my soul
Make me pure, oh make me whole

Love, oh force of great power
Bless this earth with your great shower
Your great infurno shining forth
Your blazing fires spreading north

When angels fall from the sky like rain
They will banish the darkness, purge all the pain
With love’s mighty arrows they will do this great task
And free this earth from her blinding mask

Why would we fly upon wings of great white
When God’s love doth make us sore with great flight
Nay! No wings need ye have
For love makes you soar with great height

Love spreads through the sky
It weaves in through light
it purges the darkness
Love gives us great sight

Love blooms like a flower, it starts out small
Soon it becomes great, beautiful and tall
Protecting this world from all things that wrong
and spreading it’s beautiful, wonderful song

Oh rose don’t fade
shine forth your power
Blanket this earth every hour
Never leave us, live forever

Dark and Light

Selfish.

A post from the negative me.

I admit that i am very selfish, and there you have it.

I haven't been around very many people my whole life, I am used to doing things for myself, having people do things for me, but i have never been able to get used to doing things for other people and frankly i just don't want to. I would rather be left alone, I don't want to be pressured.

Even when i don't mean tot be selfish that is the way it turns out, i don't want to babysit, i don't care if their crying, i just want to be by myself, i my room, on my computer, playing my game with my online friends. I don't are what i happening i want no part in it at ALL!

Posative me: 

But at the same time i do want to do things for others I am just scared, i don't know what to do or say, i don't know what to give the person, i don't now what they need, i feel so useless because i want to do things for people but cant, I'm so introverted and don't know how to come out of my shell.

I had this case o this game that i am playing where I joined a tribe and then left the tribe in the game just because i was curious about the other tribe that i was curious about, Anyway so they all hate me now and want to see me dead in the game, they spread rumors about me and stuff (they are stupid), they talk behind my back, etc. I never realized how selfish i was being until just 2 days ago when i left another tribe because of my best friend in the game, i realize i was at fault because i shouldn't just pay attention to 1 persons feelings, i should think about how it effects other people, and the tribe as well which isn't what I've been doing. Anyway so everyone in that tribe hates me now as well. 

I know i really should stop this.

See where my predicament is? See my two sides?