Guys With Motorcycles are Hot

So Darik got a motorcycle a few days ago, and he posted a picture to facebook almost 2 days ago, it was Saturday night I think. I know he is going to look epic riding it, I just hope he doesn't get too many girls falling for him, he is already too cool to comprehend already. I didn't say anything about it on my previous blog posts because I completely forgot to mention it. Just thinking of him riding that thing makes my heart pound. As you can guess all the girls want rides now, I don't blame them, I want one too just like everyone else. haha.  One of his friends named the motorcycle Betty White, which I find totally hilarious. The bike is totally gorgeous. Apparently his friends have one too, they are so lucky.

Pretty normal day today. I was going to go to the store with my sister and take my niece shopping but we decided to wait until her birthday tomorrow to do stuff like that. I spent a lot of time on psychologytoday.com again, colourlovers,  Xanga, and youtube today. I use the Stumble Upon add on to surf through youtube, it comes up with really amazing videos. I also joined a social anxiety forum / website under the name Starya. I am not really afraid to talk to people but I am afraid of interacting / hanging out with people. I thought it would be fun to get to know some people with social problems. I have met a lot of people on there with worse social problems than mine. I have it pretty good. 

I watched She-ra on netfix today. I got up to episode 6. I love that show a lot, and He-man as well.

There was a crazy Thunderstorm yesterday night. It went on for most of the night and in the morning everyone was talking about it. If I can find pictures or video I will show you. It was pretty loud, I somehow managed to sleep through it for the most part by some miracle.

I think I am going to start posting in the mornings. i tend to get some of my deeper, more crative thoughts around morning, or early afternoon. I've noticed over the past few days as I post at night I haven't really written anything that profound, which is really out of character for me. Plus, I tend to be a lot less lazy about putting pictures in my posts in the earlier part of the day. Maybe I just might get around to inserting all the pictures into various posts I have been meaning to put them in.

Anyway, I wish my day was more exciting, I guess we all have uneventful days. The next three days are going to be interesting though with all the stuff that is going to happen. :)

Thunderstorms

So yesterday evening I started watching a show called “Neo Angelique Abyss”. I accidentally found it while I was looking through anime with the word “angel” in the title. I’m glad I found it because it was a really great show. There were 2 seasons I got half way through the first yesterday night and finished it today. It’s almost 3pm here now, I’ve been watching it for hours totally drawn in by the story.

There was a big thunderstorm yesterday night. It started getting noisy around 5am. I got startled and woke up a few times with my heart beating because a few times it got really loud, it shook the house a little. I didn’t actually see it though, I should have gone upstairs and looked at it but I was still half asleep and when I’m like that I usually have no interest in anything else but just going back to sleep. I really like watching rain storms though.

I’ve been dealing with my every day problems as usual. I’ve always had a hard time communicating with people my whole life, being social, etc. Sometimes I get a big angry and frustrated with people because I don’t feel like they actually try very much to talk to me or be my friend. Sometimes I feel a large amount of hatred for everyone and just want them to all go away and leave me alone. Sometimes it gets so bad I feel sick. I’ve had this problem on a regular basis ever since I can remember. I’ve never really worried about it though because it always goes away with a little bit of time. I’ve become very skilled at controlling my emotions and thoughts and feelings. i suppose that is a very good skill to have. A lot of people these days lack self control.

I spent a good part of yesterday setting up my google bookmarks. It was a fun thing to do with my time.

I’m planning on quitting Destiny Online in 4 days. I have actually been planning this for a while but I had to go back because of my job as a GM on the game. I would have left a month ago if it weren’t for that one thing. I feel like I spend to much time on it and I don’t really think my lifestyle and the game and the people go well together. My beliefs, and my actions are very different from people on Destiny.

Anyway I guess that’s all for now.