Milestone

I'm turning 30 on Thursday. Now that I'm here I find it funny that so many people make a big deal out of being 30. Exiting my 20s isn't as big of a deal as people make it out to be. You never realize how young you are until you get there. I'm still young, and even now I don't understand what it means to be an adult. There are a lot of adult experiences I've never been through. I've never had a boyfriend, I've never had an apartment, I've never had to pay my own taxes, etc. So am I grown up? In my opinion I am far from it. I don't really feel like I fit my age at all. I don't even know what I want to do with my life. I'm sure I'll get there someday though.