I Still Dream About Eric...

So I had this really good childhood friend named Eric. We were friends ever since the first grade. We got into a lot of fights and stuff like that and didn't get along ALL the time but we were still good friends. 

Around 8th grade or so he began to have feelings for me and me for him. We liked each other until my senior year in high school when he couldn't take the fact that my parents hated him anymore and wouldn't let us go out on a date at all. He moved on with this girl named Brittany, we got separated, I still love him, and I still dream about him almost EVERY NIGHT! 

Its not that hard to deal with but sometimes it drives me nuts. I know I still love him, that I can not deny. But seriously these dreams are driving me crazy. I want to get over him but don't know if i can. I have not talked to him in almost 2 years, which is absolutely crazy! I know its not logical to still love someone when you haven't even seen or talked to them in over 2 years. Maybe I just think I love him? I am not sure.

He got married to that girl named Brittany, that is why i stopped talking to him. She was getting a little hostile, I hate her, she does not deserve him, I hope they broke up, really hope they broke up. I'm a little afraid to try and call him again...

I really hate things like this.