Highlighting some of the most important people to me in my life. This will have multiple parts. I might even write about someone more than once.
I think I will do Darik first since I write about him so much. ha ha.
What is Darik to me?
I’ve been thinking about this for a while now, I’ve never thought about putting the answer into words it’s always just been something I feel. I’ve never thought of it being something I really needed to put into words but now I feel like doing that.
What I feel for him can’t be explained with 1 word or even 1000 words. Think of a person, a person you know, a person that has impacted your life in every way. Think of a person whos existence coming into your life changed it in more ways than you can describe, changed the way you think, they way you live, how you see the world. this person can make you smile just from once glance, can make you laugh with out even trying to, can give you motivation just by being around, can wipe away your bad mood just by saying 1 word. Think of a person who you would do anything to make them happy, a person who you would sacrifice everything for.
Not very many people can claim to this level of importance in my life. My feelings for him can only be explained in 1 way. Darik is so important to me, he has changed my life so much that if he were to be removed from my past, I can’t really say the outcome would be that great. Meeting him changed me in more ways that either of us can comprehend. From the first time I talked to him I could feel something changing, from the first time I met him he has always had my attention. Even before I knew anything about him both my consciousness, my heart, and my sub conscious just grabbed onto him and never let go. I have never questioned why, or how this happens with some people, it just happens, and not very many people have effected me this way. The only person that can top this is Sam, but that is a whole other story.
I’m not easily influenced by people, and I don’t really pay attention to very many people in all honesty. Sometimes however, I meet a person that i can just not ignore no matter how hard I try to. This is a category in my life that only 4 or 5 people outside of my family can claim to. Outside the obvious ones like God, family, that kind of thing there aren’t very many people that I can honestly say effect me a lot. I know that my feelings are most likely not returned by him but that is not important to me, the fact is that his importance in my life is so huge it can not be described completely.
It’s not like I am in love with him or anything like that, this is different, but it holds the same amount of power. just trying to express all these feelings in writing is harder than you imagine. It took me several hours of hard thinking to really think up a decent answer, and as you can see it is not a small one. Imagine a bunch of threads, each color of thread represents a person that is in your life. As you go along with life the threads of the people you meet, the people you know are slowly weaved and sewed together to make the intricate design that is life. Some threads take up more space, and hold a bigger part in the design on the fabric of life, hold it together, and / or keep it from unraveling. Darik is one of those bigger designs on the fabric, one of the ones that keeps it from falling apart, that holds it together. He is a huge part in my existence along with a few other people.
Anyway, I just had to write this down. I actually typed this up in Google docs before I posted it. I wasn’t sure if i was going to share it but then I thought about it more and decided to post in on Xanga. I will be writing about more people that are important to me in the future. :)
