the Rain

So its raining right now. I feel sort of gloomy at the moment because no one is here, or they're asleep and I don't know they're here. I feel sorta sad right now. I spent my first night ever alone, it was weird. both my brother and sister weren't home yesterday. I think my brother is here right now but I'm not sure. My parents are on a 2 week trip so its just my brother and my sister and me at the moment. 

I cooked my fist pizza in the oven yesterday it was pretty good. I've never cooked anything in the oven before, my parents always cooked for me but since they're not here I have to do it. 

I'm sorta lonely right now but I don't want to draw attention to it or tel anyone near me how I feel I just feel like it'll become a bother.