Too Much Freetime...

Yeah so I have way to much free time. No one should have as much free time as i do lately. Ever since I got out of college in spring of 2008 things have been at a stand still for me. I am stranded until I can get a job and get a laptop to go back to school. Trouble is that I can't get a job because i have no transportation, and there aren't any places near here that don't make you work on Sunday which i really would rather avoid. My parents were the ones that gave me transportation before but they can't do that right now. So basically I have been cursed with a crazy amount of free time and I have no clue what to do with it most of the time. I just spend hours on the internet trying to learn and discover whatever I can get my hands on.

I don't really have any friends I hang out with, and its too cold to go outside. And no one goes outside here, hardly anyone. People just stay cooped up in their houses playing video games and stuff like that. So Its a little creepy to go outside on my own, even if it is safe. And I have this crazy fear of dogs, and I'm sort of afraid of wide open spaces. I'm the exact opposite of claustrophobic. So basically that option is ruled out for me. I am trapped with nowhere to go. I would go crazy if I didn't have the internet to keep me sane.  I need my daily dose of communication with the rest of the world. 

I wish I had more to do, maybe I should try and became super flexible. this can't be healthy for me. I really hate being trapped like this with to much time. I know a lot of people would love to have this much time but not me, I like ti stay productive and active as much as I can. i love school, I love to do things but that is just not possible right now. This is really frustrating.