Okay so I'm LDS as (some) of you know. So we believe that the world will ending like the next 100 years or so (possibly 50 or less actually that's the message I've gotten). Its got something to do with the revelations we get or something like that its confusing to a person that doesn't believe.
I've always hoped to just live my life to a rip old age but when I heard about this I began to become scared and think about how I'll probably die if I don't die of old age and it scares me! You can't imagine how useless my life feels now. I try not to feel that way but Its very hard not to do so. I'm trying to do what I love now so I have no regrets later.
How I think I'll probably die.
- shot, or gassed, or blown up in world war 3
- crushed by a giant sized piece of mountain when that earthquake that is supposed to happen any moment over here happens
- drown to death in a flood caused by a giant title wave from the lake nearby because of the earthquake.
- burn to death from lava
- kidnapped an d murdered because I love the internet too much
- falling off a cliff and going splat
- getting some kind of future epidemic or pandemic and gurgling my way slowly into a painful death.
- dying of worry (jk)
I guess those are the best ones you can probably see why I'm so afraid to die. Sometimes I wish I didn't believe... It really sucks.
I wish I could just make it disappear. I want to become famous and live a life giving advice to people. I want to die of old age and not of some retarded thing like the Bird Flu or something.
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